犹豫不决，心存顾虑，害怕他人眼光

1. to hesitate, to have scruples, to be afraid of what others may think

transitive verb Godan verb with 'ru' ending intransitive verb word usually written using kana alone

2. to lord it over, to have great influence

intransitive verb Godan verb with 'ru' ending word usually written using kana alone